CapnBecka

theres many stupid things that people do and i happened to do them all because its not easy to make a name for yourself where do you draw the line the things we do is do drugs, drink, have sex, be at the wrong place wrong time, talk to strange people,  send pics, cut, burn, and now write stupid joural entry that nonone cares to read or fucking glance at and they dont help your feelings so all 6 of my tharapys can fuck off! no one understands nothing helps and im sure im nit te only person that feeling like this! so im makeing this entry because i want ro know im not the only person  that is feeling kinda beatin right now.... ansd that we are

theres many stupid things that people do and i happened to do them all because its not easy to make a name for yourself where do you draw the line the things we do is do drugs, drink, have sex, be at the wrong place wrong time, talk to strange people,  send pics, cut, burn, and now write stupid joural entry that nonone cares to read or fucking glance at and they dont help your feelings so all 6 of my tharapys can fuck off! no one understands nothing helps and im sure im nit te only person that feeling like this! so im makeing this entry because i want ro know im not the only person  that is feeling kinda beatin right now.... ansd that we are

     June 20th The feeling of emptiness whelms over me. What I did wasn't right nor will it or can it ever be taken away but yet I do it, I did it anyways. I do that to myself because it's my way or self-punishment.  In the end why I bruise is unknown, I guess because pain is better than just being numb but I burned as I was trying to get a good deep bruise and that's what hurt the most.  Not knowing what he thinks, why he's not talking, what is happening, and why we do this. In the end this is what killed me to know scratch that this is what killed me to not know  because comparing Cody and Mitch is like comparing lotion to a prokiepine I j